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Sunday, February 6, 2011

Just once, today

In these walls the writing flows



if they could talk they would voice all of me


I scream back answers i am too afraid to say


A breath is hushed: I want to make you see, in a subtle way


these thoughts are what Is killing me






cry your inner sorrows


I will sit and wait


the courage I have summoned comes slowly


Far, far away






I always let this lead,


watch as I push and you leave


it was easier this way.


Tell me that you love me, don’t ask about my burdens


Ill whisper an excuse


I have lost all answers.






Show me your Religion, Family and Wealth


all these things that set you free


I will start with Faith, Love and Possibility


wings were never granted, life is what caught me.






The stage was set and mine I feel is empty


Act out who I am, a refresher in what thrills me


stand still and be hushed


close your eyes and feed off your own lust


I maintain this way


Just for today.